sometimes i just don't get it. why certain people love to make things complicated? were they born that way or what?
i'm leaving for a surgery next week. i just found out i have a huge dermoid cyst on the left. 5cm x 7cm. if it is not removed, it will be more risky. so somehow i have to get rid of it. i didn't plan for this, you know. never. i thought i was just fat, my belly is huge. rupanya ada cyst. apalah agaknya plan Allah untuk kami ni.
dahla serabut sebab tiba-tiba jadi macam ni. dengan all the risks we have to face. and my bos is making it harder pulak. macam-macam hal. sesungguhnya Allah tu tak zalim. aku je kena cari hikmah apesal dapat bos cam najis ni hahahaha. entahla. maybe aku yang lelebih. tapi seriusssssss. kalau takda agama ni, rasanya makan santau dah dia ni hahaha. ramai gila haters kot dia ni. kesian.
aku doakan dia dapatlah ketenangan yang dicari dengan menzalimi orang lain tu. harap tenanglah dikau ye.