sometimes i just don't get it. why certain people love to make things complicated? were they born that way or what?
i'm leaving for a surgery next week. i just found out i have a huge dermoid cyst on the left. 5cm x 7cm. if it is not removed, it will be more risky. so somehow i have to get rid of it. i didn't plan for this, you know. never. i thought i was just fat, my belly is huge. rupanya ada cyst. apalah agaknya plan Allah untuk kami ni.
dahla serabut sebab tiba-tiba jadi macam ni. dengan all the risks we have to face. and my bos is making it harder pulak. macam-macam hal. sesungguhnya Allah tu tak zalim. aku je kena cari hikmah apesal dapat bos cam najis ni hahahaha. entahla. maybe aku yang lelebih. tapi seriusssssss. kalau takda agama ni, rasanya makan santau dah dia ni hahaha. ramai gila haters kot dia ni. kesian.
aku doakan dia dapatlah ketenangan yang dicari dengan menzalimi orang lain tu. harap tenanglah dikau ye.
Bos i pun mcm najis. Maybe bos you ada pertalian darah dengan my boss, haha.
ReplyDeleteHang in there babe, we can do this!
And speedy recovery to you. Hope all will go well. xx
hahahaha adik beradik najis gamaknya haha.
Deleteand tenkiu beb! everything went well, alhamdulillah syukur!
all d best..i had mine end of sept.my cyst is 10cm sumore..
ReplyDeletedun wori, dlm 2 mgu u dh kuat la sikit..tk cr
tenkiu.. yep, second day after surgery i dah boleh jalan-jalan sekitar ward tapi pelan-pelan jela. can't imagine having 10cm cyst in your body. dasyatnya size! i yang 5cm pun seriau-seriau pikir haha.
DeleteCamne you tau ada cyst yer? err, camne kita nak tau kita ada cyst yer? nak kena buat scan ker apa ke? sorry kalau soklan tak berapa pandai.. apa pun, take care yer..
ReplyDeletetenkiu2.. aah i scan. nanti i buat entry how i discover the cyst secara tak sengaja, rupanya all this while dah ada tanda i je blurr huhu.
Deletewishing u all the best, babe. i had my minor surgery in may, to remove lumps in both breasts sebab ada history of breast cancer running in my family. tetek dah la sejemput, surgeon pi remove pulak lumps, bertambah ciput lah tetek gua. lol.
ReplyDeletejangan takut, insya-allah semuanya akan baik-baik sahaja. gua selalu ingatkan diri gua yang selalu bengkok ni, mungkin ini cara allah sayangkan kita dengan berikan peluang untuk kifarah dosa.
tenkiu beb. allah... takpa yang penting masih ori walaupun seciput masih aset juga hahah. nanti hang beli la push up banyak-banyak haha.
Deleteye betoi.. masa baru sedaq dari bius tidoq tu, first thing was on my mind adalah alhamdulillah aku hidup lagi.. dan bertaubat huhuhu.
All the best babe! Ignore everyone negative and everything that's not important right now! Tepis kan lalat lalat tu ke tepi dulu. Dah recover nanti baru boleh fikir balik. Hahaha!
ReplyDeletetenkiu bebbb! now i'm back on my biatch mode hahahaha. biatch la sangat, kena maki diam-diam je pi ngadu kat laki takde kudrat nak melawan hahahahhahahaha.
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