"action comes first, then motivation," he says.

he also said, "don't find the time, allocate the time". i couldn't agree less. in my situation, i need to hold closely to what he had said. 

masa sangat mencemburui aku. rasa masa berlalu dengan sekelip mata tapi masih banyak yang tak dikerjakan. this week we are just too busy with exam papers submission and meetings. september is going to be another busy month for me. heh rasanya macam every month is a busy month huhuhu.

i'm working on my chapter one and two. hopefully the rough draft will be settled asap. i have my target but can't say it here as i'm afraid that it will backfire me hahahaaa. i notice that i work better under pressure, so kita wait and see lahh.

nak kata stress, not so much because i'm used to it. cuma i wish boleh bersenang lenang buang masa tak buat apa-apa tanpa rasa bersalah. for now i'm always haunted by guilt bila bermalasan hohoho.

i have approximately one year to tie the knot; aku nervous dia lagilah nervous selalu ubah topik when i mention about the day bahaha tak tahulah aku patut kecik hati ke apa tapi lantak man botak la wehhhh. i couldn't bother anymore sebab i also have approximately a year to complete my research.

aku aim nak proceed dengan phd terus, insyaAllah. tapi if only it comes with good irresistible offer la; contohnya cuti gaji penuh dan ada elaun study jugak hahahaha too good to be true kot.

aku dah tengok commonwealth scholarship, memang awesome gilalah kalau dapat hihii. kalau ikut bidang, yang aku tengah buat ni sangat baru kat malaysia, agak-agaknya ada ke peluang huhuhuu.

hoi berangan. mari sambung kerja lah~