Thursday, April 3, 2014

of adapting.

truth is, there' s nothing much to say here anymore. rasa macam dah tak relevant nak membebel kat sini hihi. now whenever i am emotional i would just sleep or browsing for something to keep my mind away from what annoys me. is that a sign of maturity? hahahaha.

i'm still not pregnant, and still doing my masters (super slowly, i know huhu). not saying we are happy not to have kids at the moment - we do love kids but to own one or two or three, gosh, even thinking about it makes us nervous hahahah. it feels funny to be seeing each other like all the time - we even work together, at the same place. sometimes i escape work in the morning or evening on days i don't have classes so i could just be alone, all by myself.

it's weird, isn't it? masa belum kahwin, soooo loooking forward to be together hahaha. not that i hate his presence but sometimes i think it is best to have 'me' time. feels so good afterwards hihi. my 'me' time is when i cook. or ironing work attire. i love to cook but not ironing. hate it so much i feel like i need to change all my baju kurung - nak cari yang tak perlu gosok hahaha. another thing i hate to iron is husband's pants. paling tak suka hihihi. he wears khakis to work, that's good enough but you know la khakis ni kadang kain dia macam tak gosok je stress tau hahaha.

but thank god husband is okay as long as i gosokkan. ala kadar pun dia okay je hihi. husband is not that cerewet sebenarnya. bolehlaaa. once in a while he would comment my cooking but most of the time dia suka je. and suka suruh masak benda sama jeeee. aku yang fedup hahahah. dia suka i masak yeemee goreng, sik goreng daging pun dia suka je, ayam goreng kunyit, sup cendawan, ehh macam senang-senang sangat je menu aku ni hahahaa. kari aku tak pernah masak. paling rumit pun masak soto. tu pun skali je sebab aku rasa makan berdua je macam buat letih je masak soto hahaha. 

sekarang sejak pindah rumah, seronok sebab kedai dekat je. tak payah start enjin kereta. hehehe rezeki rezeki. nak cerita pasal urusan beli rumah dah takde mood sebab aku rasa each time recall balik mesti ada bibit-bibit sakit hati bahahaha. eee tak suka huhu.

okaylah. enough merepek. stress pulak apesal pc tak detect file gambar dalam hp ni. grrrr.

No comments:

Post a Comment