contemplating.

aku suka letak tajuk sikit-sikit. in fact, it is not easy to pick a title of what to write. benarlah kata orang, tajuk selalunya diletakkan akhir sekali, and it tends to change zillion times before it can be finalised hahaha. contemplating to shut down another blog because it is not easy to manage both. ke aku yang tak pandai? hahah!

btw, Alhamdulillah harini mc sebab migrain (sampai tahap bersyukur to be away from work, walaupun kerana tak sihat iskkk). so sepatutnya meneruskan perjuangan menelaah but then i was distracted with house work. itu pun sekadar basuh pinggan, kemas dapur, panaskan kuah sup for lunch, and buat sambal kicap untuk dimakan dengan mee sup nanti. sebelum keluar rumah untuk ke klinik, aku sempat masukkan kain buruk dalam mesin so balik je dah boleh jemur. so efficient! hahaha.

talking about pergi klinik, aku cuma jalan kaki sahaja. everything is so nearby. kedai runcit, klinik, kedai makan, kedai hardware, kedai jahit, kedai mamak - you name it, there it is! hahah super senang hidup sekarang cuma tinggal nak jalan kaki sahaja. i love my home. setiap hari looking forward to come back home; the sight of it pun boleh buat aku tersenyum. kalah perasaan cintakan suami bahahaha.

the reality of owning a house is it requires hard work to maintain the cleanliness. but alhamdulillah (again!) that i am given a helpful husband. pecah rekod bulan raya i cooked for few occasions. each occasion masak untuk 30 orang punya makanan. and we managed! macam my kitchen rules dah hahaha but i love it sangat. i feel so happy and satisfied and amazed that i could actually cook for people. SubhanAllah. my mother has taught me well and she must be proud of me (i guess, hahah!) setiap kali habis majlis, rumah akan dibersihkan kemudian barulah kami berehat. i worked in the kitchen washing dishes and packing foods etc, husband lap meja sedut kotor and kalau perlu dia akan mop lantai sekali. and to our suprise, our house can fit that many people! another score point for our baiti jannati, alhamdulillah.

kalau entri sebelum ni aku kedengaran seperti hilang pedoman, hari ini aku sedikit tenang. fikir pasal kerja memang tak akan habis, dan terus-terang aku sudah tawar hati pun untuk berada di situ. sebab tu sekarang aku pulun nak habiskan belajar hahaha. kalau ke sabah pun aku sanggup kalau ada tawaran kerja baru hihi. husband is happy to follow, and i am happy for him to tag along hahaha. ada kawan kata, tak sedih ke leaving everyone? or tak risau ke hidup di tempat orang? Allahu, kita masih di bumi yang sama. hanya mati sahaja yang memisahkan kita daripada manusia. bumi Allah ni luas, rezeki juga luas. kerana hati sudah kecewa, maka aku rasa ada baiknya tukar angin dan belajar kenal orang lain. biar merantau baru kenal budaya orang. baru kenal lebih banyak ragam orang. hihi. entahlah. bercakap masa hati sedang berduka memangla macam ni bunyinya hahaha!

hari ini aku terasa nak perelokkan blog maka aku belajar macam mana nak masukkan header daripada blog sue. thank you, sue; pertamanya sebab bagi header free, kedua sebab siap ada tutorial lagi hehehe. aku selalu baca blog sue dekat pejabat. ambil inspirasi nak mengemas rumah hahaha! seronok jalan-jalan secara maya tengok rumah orang. oh btw, aku rasa sofa rumah aku sama dengan sofa qila. what a coincidence hehehe. itupun kalau tak salah la sebab tertengok in one of her entries. hai qila! hope you are doing well with your little family. aku terasa macam nak ajak korang datang rumah, tapi takut hahaha. apalah mainan perasaan ni huhu.

i am thinking of changing my url juga. i feel like changing everything. i just want a new beginning. a better life. 

i should start small. :)

for now, let's learn how to change my email for this blog since that email dah expired. i don't even remember the password. nanti dah tukar, senangla to blog from my phone. hahah i am so outdated.

bye uolsss. muahhh!

p/s: yesterday TPM announced that it should be made compulsory for tertiary students to pass English before graduating. laaa baru nak buat jadi wajib ke? will talk about this soon, if i can find the time hehehe. perhaps i could share some parenting tips to teach your children languages though i am not a parent, yet. hihi!