i don't read newspapers much nowadays.

because mostly it covers on politics, politics, and politics. i love to read on something else. something that captures my attention and interest. and i want more pictures. i love to read something with pictures. but not just faces. and sometimes even newspapers make errors in grammar and spellings. and that's bad because i always encourage students to read newspapers so that they could learn how language is used. but i guess i will stop asking them since i don't read it as well. so definitely not an exemplary behaviour to be practiced by an educator like me. yeah, i didn't walk my talk so surely not gonna ask them to read newspapers. maybe something else. other kinds of reading materials.

talking about what i do for living - which is educating, i love what i do now. i think that's what i do best for the moment. even though i always have the idea of being a businesswoman and i love food and colourful food and decorating food and cooking food especially dessert (despite i only have few melamine plates and four glass plates, thank to future MIL), but that's not my major focus of my life.

heh rambling defeating what i want to say, again. beberapa hari yang lepas, aku bertegang urat leher dengan seorang rakan sekerja over a small matter. memang itu salah aku, dan aku pun dah minta maaf. but what made me furious was his idea of respect - sumpah tak boleh blah. pada aku, siapa pun aku, di mana dan bila-bila masa, hormat itu perlu. kau tak perlu tunggu nak bekerja bawah satu department baru nak hormat menghormati. furthermore, aku rasa tak perlu aku nak cari pasal dengan orang tak semena-mena. they are nice to me and there's nothing to lose if i respect them for their experience and kindness. diorang kekwat ke, banyak hal dengan kau ke - that's between you and them. 

aku rasa sangatlah tidak profesional cara kau treat rakan sekerja. kalau kau rasa mereka tak betul, what makes you think mereka rasa kau tu betul? get my point? cam'on, you have to admit kau memang sombonglah~ bajet superstar oh my~ and then boleh pula kau cakap tak payah nak besar-besarkan hal. deeerrrrrr, excuse me? bukan kau ke yang snap macam babi sesat? opppppsss~

entahlah. aku tak kata aku bagus. tapi konsep aku mudah - orang tak kacau aku, aku tak kacau orang. tapi pun kalau orang kacau aku, selalunya aku amik pendekatan diam bawak diri ataupun membebel pada kekaseh hati.

i think it's time for you to get a life. get a partner. and move on, please. and yeah, tak perlu bajet aaron aziz sangatlah. kulit kau gelap kot~