humans and thoughts.

i always laugh looking at how ridiculous people can be. no, not laughing actually. more like a smirk. i guess i've been so different for so long so now i see people as weirdos. lately, we have been bombarded with news of newlywed - memey and norman. i have nothing against them nor i adore them both. but being judgemental and hurting them with your insane ideologies are absurd to me. too much till i have to ramble in here heh now i'm into gossips huh.

entahlah, i'm against the idea a wedding should be grand and expensive. it makes my life affected in a way orang ingat aku kerja pensyarah gaji banyak so wedding harus gah dan nice dan very pleasing wth. again, it's not me i'm rambling about so whatever. but, cam'on. it's their wedding and it's up to them then how it would be. yeah, of course you can say whatever you want, but have you ever considered that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder?

ini kutuk itu kutuk. just semata mereka kena tangkap basah and it happens to be they fall in love and get married and somehow the ex is hurt. talking about the ex. if you really mean what you say about you don't care, don't give a damn, what past is past yada yada yada, you would not have done what you've done. saying bad things about your ex husband won't make him back to you. lepas tu buat-buat oppps bajet kiut heh. that is so lame. obviously you are not over the split yet.

and what makes this even funnier is, orang punya wedding, orang lain yang kecoh. itu tak kena ini tak kena. lepas tu bila ada orang yang say something about your stupid reactions over the matter, terus kena chop sedara. aku bukan sedara/kenalan mereka, still aku rasa pendapat yang diberikan macam bangang as if kau letak otak kat buntot and you sit on it that's why you're thinking like that. 

ahhh. pendek kata, semuanya bermula dari aku juga. sebuk baca ruangan gosip and then get stressed out bahahaha. i now realize i'm not young yet not old. so di manakah aku teeheeee. 

on the other hand, today i received something thoughtful from a student.

sometimes it doesn't have to be expensive to make me smile. and sometimes, aku rasa terharu kerana all this while, i thought students hate me because i am strict and garang to them, suka membahan diorang sampai tersiput-siput malu, dan suka panggil diorang guna nama yang aku senang nak ingat. contohnya macam student yang ini. aku panggil dia shiro sebab nama dia shira hahaa sukati aku je.

ahhhh i'm so in love with what i do for living. no kidding. gaji banyak memang best. but the satisfaction i get when they appreciate me and my effort is priceless. sumpah beyond words.

huuu hepi~