i'm a goddess, he said.

aku pun terkangkang-kangkang nak siapkan proposal sendiri.

berapa kali merengek-rengek menangis mengadap laptop bahahahaa.

bawah bantal toksah cakap ah hewhewhewhewehwe.

tapi tetap kawan-kawan kata aku tahu macam-macam.

mintak tolong ajar la bimbing la apa la.

amboi perli ke apa mereka ni. 

tampor kang hahaha.

orang kata aku bagus.

very hardworking.

very strong.

under whatever circumstances and situations, i can figure out my way through.

but why don't i feel that way about myself?

blues.

that's it.

post-menstrual blues.

blame it on it.