the post title has nothing to do with how i feel now. in fact, i'm super bored with tones of things to do yet cannot do. God, i need my motivation booster.
i also need extra patience in dealing with people. i don't blame them, it's me not them. i'm the one who can't stand them irritating me with their attitude. and God please, please let me have control over what i say.
don't let me spurt things i would regret later. but shoot, they are really pressing my nerve sometimes. please please please i want patience and perseverance. i need them both.
and i need 3.75 at least this semester. and the next semester.
grrrrr ask for more, do so little. sempat blog lagi some more hihihihi. need my focus too. maybe i should pin some photos on the wall of what i want when i have the financial freedom so that i'll be more motivated.