doom.

one day, you are so high in spirit.

you feel like you can achieve almost everything.

then the next day, you don't even feel like lifting up yourself from the bed.

we constantly talk about how the future we wish to have.

me having my master by 2014.

perhaps start doing my phd soon after.

and planning seems so wonderful and perfect.

it sounds so easy.

but when the reality strikes, i'm in torn whether to laugh or to cry.

urghhhhhh.

life is so easy peasy when it's just in your dream.