kadang aku rasa seperti aku membuatkan orang tertekan mendengar cerita how busy i am now; just like how i feel bila aku baca entry orang hari-hari cerita betapa sibuknya life bahahaha.
tadi, sempat bertelagah pasal period cycle aku tak teratur kembali. kalau tak makan EPO, mesti bersepah balik. haih. kadang i'm just too lazy to take the pills. rasa sangat helpless bila wujud sifat kebergantungan pada ubat. i don't like.
aku wujudkan satu statement yang aku rasa membuatkan the other half berbulu, tapi i was actually referring to the seat belts, but since it was at the wrong time of course la berlaku salah paham bahahaa small things can spark the argument, kan?
aku rasa sejak aku makin berusia ni, daya toleransi aku semakin berkurangan. i no longer enjoy watching horror movies. to make it worse, watching it with ignorant parents yang bawak anak kecil. errrr tak check ke rate movie? kat tiket kata pg13, masa tayangan 18sg. sapa salah?
i've started planning my wedding, just so you know hihihi. dan today since aku overdose caffein terus aku rasa tercungap-cungap fikir how much money it will cost me. haishhhh suddenly i don't feel like getting married.
i don't have many friends, and most of the people i know - aku dah lupa nama mereka. nama ex lagi la lupa gila. the world is small; ex schoolmate the other half kawen dengan ex classmate aku. actually, aku lupa pun we were in the same class bahahaha forgetful, kan? but i'm okay not having many friends. i'm actually quite content with my life.
today aku terlupa ada janji nak jumpa SV. i thought esok. kalau bitau the other half ni, boleh londeh telinga aku kena bebel. do you know he nag more than i do? i don't really nag. usually i would just talk nonsense. i babble instead baahahaha self defense gituuuu hihihi.
i helped to write a letter for my ex student today. current cgpa 3.85. will be graduating in human resource management. tapi tulis surat rasmi tak tahu format, language lintang pukang. tunggang tarak kalau orang utara kata. i don't know what they were taught, but i think our education system fails miserably. please, stop being so exam oriented, bleh? u need more than just As in all subjects.
ada student aku seorang ni. aku label dia budak sexual harassment sebab bila dia bercakap dengan aku, suka main zip seluar. WTH. since last week dok text mengganggu aku haishhh. eh bukan ganggu bukan-bukan. last week result dah keluar; apa lagi meroyan la result dapat tak best. boleh pulak persoalkan aku kenapa markah dia rendah, mintak aku double check, ini melibatkan masa depan dia bla bla bla. nak dapat markah cemana, dah kalau part essay kau takde isi, ayat ulang-ulang eja pun salah. eja shop, three and high pun salah. tayah cakap la pasal ongoing marks. aku malas nak layan. pertama, message tak beradab. kedua, memang tak boleh tolong.
kadang, aku rasa aku kejam. but that's just life. and i don't bite if you don't start.
eja shop salah? meh ak teka mesti dia eja SCHOP kan? hehe
ReplyDeleteaku rasa nak jadi lecturer la.. tau sebab apa? sebab aku rasa nak jadi cikgu sebab kerja jadi cikgu separuh hari boleh spend time banyak dengan Amna, tapi aku tak ada PASSION nak jadi cikgu.. so mayb lecturer would do? heheh boleh meh macam tu??
nak jadi lecturer kena cgpa tgi ke? aku nye ciput sangat lahhh mesti x lepas haihhhh
dia eja shorp hahaha amerika la sangat kannnnn.
Deletehahah aku decide tanak jadik cekgu sebab bosan dengan environment sekolah. although dia half day je tapi dia takde flexibility as i have now. jadi lecturer ni time flexible sikit. kadang pagi ada urusan boleh mintak tunda kelas ke petang or malam dengan student. or batalkan, later ganti bahahaha. ada waktu anjal, janji cukup 40jam seminggu. very very very flexible i would say.
aku pun cgpa degree 3.06 je (jujur nak habaq mai), tapi like i always tell my students - cgpa tinggi tapi skill lain takdak, tak guna jugak. passion kena ada jugakla sikit sebab nanti bila anak murid buat perangai ko masih sayang diorang bahahaha.
challenge mengajar di ipt ni more or less lebih kurang je. kalau nak diikutkan, budak besar lagi banyak kerenah sebab dah ada 'akal' sendiri tapi kena pandailah. so far aku tak ada masalah walaupun to them aku nampak muda hihihi. but don't worry la - experience will help you a lot in improving your techniques and skills.
start la job hunting mengajar pulak. kau boleh ajar subjek apa agak-agak?
matematik!! matematik diploma dan ke bawah la.. degree x bran.. aku bawah 3. acaner tu.
Deleteaku pernah jadi cikgu sekolah dulu dan problem aku adalah aku x pandai menjerit mengatasi suara budak2 yang riuh.
hihi budak ipt tayah jerit, kau tenung je dia dah terkudut senyap hilang suara hahaha.
Deleterasa okay je tak pernah pulak aku dengar nak jadik pensyarah cgpa kena meletop. nantilah kalau ada opening aku inform mu. aku ajar asasi je. seronooookkkkkkk daripada ajar diploma haha.
and ohhh congratss!! bila big day nya??
ReplyDeletehihi all i can tell is it's next year. aku ada banyak nak tanya kau ni tapi malu bahahaa.
Deleteaku pengantin bajet sebab aku kedekut. boleh macam tu? hahaha.
bring it on! tanya aja
Deletenanti aku buat draft soalan *skemaaaa*
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