top reasons why i want to have a vacation abroad.

let's begin with the least reason first.

1. i love to speak english it makes me feel smart and kewl hahaha! dekat sini kalau cakap english orang melihat kau sebagai berlagak dan poyo dan lupa bahasa ibunda wth aku kat rumah cakap bahasa utara kowwwtttt.

2. aku seorang yang mudah jemu terhadap nasi but cannot resist the temptation of nasi campur, nasi lemak dan nasi ayam. -_______-". jadi peluang dapat makan western dishes tu sangat digemari dan disukai ye. nak-nak kalau menu ada kentang pastu roasted-roasted wooot woooooot favourite. teeheeee.

3. aku suka tengok scenery. cliche it is, but nak suka juga. nak-nak kalau ada angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa menampar-nampar lembut mukaku eshessshh terbayang cerita cinderella lakonan ahmad idham dan haliza misbun pulak kwang3.

4. travelling is one of my hobbies, actually. tapi kekangan wang membuatkan aku cuma travel back and forth ampang bangi now wa wa wa. nak pergi sabah pun dah enam tahun tak tertunai ish apa sengkek sangat aku nehhhh.

5. dan yang paling utama, aku nak shopping clothes and lingerie at breeze. hey, tolonglah wahai pengeluar atau penghasil (whatever you call it) pakaian dalam. asians don't necessarily have asians' sizes for god's sake. it drives me crazy each time i need to buy them because my size rarely available. kalau yang ada pun, design macam nenek-nenek and i'm not even near to age fifty. and btw, do you really think nenek-nenek would care to buy a bra at the price of almost one hundred for one? some of them don't even bother to WEAR one, okay. 

same to clothes and apparels. funny how on these days, where people are concern about so many people are becoming bigger and bigger and even take the action to ban certain food at the school canteen, all the nice and affordable clothes are more suitable to be worn by dolls than real humans. 

yes, there are huge clothes too, but looks ugly even the table wish not to have their body covered with those. i wonder if the designers are blind or what. it is a big no no for big sizes to wear horizontal clothing, yet it is what given to us. wthhhhhhhhhhhh. 

come on. we big people also want to look good and feel good about ourselves. stop providing us big clothes with big floral patters or stupid horrible horizontal lines instead. not to mention shoes. more big sizes, pleaseeee. *saying this on behalf of my sister, i am size 5 only*

not all people get the chance to enter the biggest loser contest. but still you can't deny our rights to look beautiful. and please don't say it's inner beauty that counts because if i wear myself wrong, you would not even give me a chance to even prove the beauty inside me so stop saying it doesn't matter, you bastard.

i can't promise i would get my small petite shape back, but definitely i need to try and do something about it. and even if i don't get the model shape again, i want to have my curve in style. just like below.

haih for one time, let me breathe in my own skin. and feel good about it.