hooray hooray hooo.

rasa macam seronok sebab berjaya compose 6 pages for chapter one. it's an achievement! bahahaaa. however, all of the six pages are without citations. i just wrote what was on my mind, based on the draft i've made - and will correct them later. that's how you do it. you write and you rest - and come back to your writing to make amendments. and then you rest again and the process is repeated until you are fully satisfied with the end result. 

i'm aiming to finish chapter one by middle of april and start working on chapter two and three. the hardest part would be chapter two - literature review. tons to read, like seriously huhuhuhu. and i have scumbag eyelids. asal aku nak study aje, dia nak terkatup. asal aku bergolek, mata terbuntang pulak dok pikir macam-macam. saja nak pedajai aku mata nehhhh isk. pastu kang dah terlena, pun dok mimpi nak tulih pasai apa. hishhh sasau neh.

on the other hand, weekend neh aku aim nak siapkan soalan exam. harap-harap tercapai. and mama will be coming over this weekend. yuhuuuu. sebab no one is at home, at first she thought of going to kelantan ikut jiran balik kampung tapi tetiba changed her mind sebab dia nak pergi nilai tengok langsir bilik pengantin. excited mak aku neh bahahahaha. aku tak terasa apa sangat, rungsing lagi ado memikirkan macam-macam. 

sejak sambung stadi neh, aku takde la beria sangat fikir pasal kahwin. sebab extremely busy. tapi semalam dan hari ini otak aku sedikit terganggu. lepas tu mama pulak bagi khutbah selama 40minit. memang terdiamlah bahahaaa. aku neh kalau mai tang mak ka pak ka, abeh lembot lutut macam takdak tempurung tu diaaaaa hahahaa. sedihlah bila mak kita nangis-nangis, sebut pulak pasal bapak kita yang dah tak ada adoyaiii omak oi.

haih ketahuilah anda-anda semua, aku neh normal. sentiasa ada perasaan nak berdua tu. sabor le tak terkejor dah den neh haaa. tangan ado duo je. duit gaji pun berapo sangat ha tinggal hahaha. tapi mak aku kata dia setelkan mana yang boleh, aku siapkan mental nak kahwin je. hoh mentol ado la.

niat dah pasang, usaha ada la sikit-sikit. tunggu ajolah omak oi.